I want to be heard,i whisper

I want to be heard,i whisper.

I want to be heard,i whisper

I do speak loudly,in my appearance,my act up -aponds,  to my husband,to those that are in my tiny little circle,it is tiny. Oh, I have spread my wings to the heavens,tip toed in the Facebook life,mostly looking into the lives of random post to see if it does express their hearts. Oh yes, I do shout out  and write my thoughts but seldom select send and when I have the feathers get ruffled,I’m unfriendly-ed,which sometime elates my soul,I have internal happy dances,because what I usually rehash is their own words or The Fathers,I want to shout out look what you are sharing when it is selfishness,sins of the flesh or just plain frontal lobe underdevelopment[not so much stupid],if it is some one my own generation[whatever that is at any given moment]I do give the excuse that they might have been conceived under the influence of cholera epidemic[well they mostly are “goot methodice ,of the baptizing percussion] ,well you get the picture. I’m in the era of snakes,venomous words of equality, of sin lovin,unhappy[can’t say gay,they are not,it is legal to love on your father now] ,children correcting parents,schools teaching parroting .BUT,before Facebook[the new TV for the conservatories],well ,it was just plain old fashion GOSSIP, of the News on TV 20 here in Florida, channel 8 in Penna [by computer] and even I do not get the story straight in fact My HEARING is and has been deafen by lukewarm study, [cannot blame church, Do not go to Bars either],it is my eye and ears that I have aloud to be damaged by what I feed it,so my opinion is not but a view of a mountain I have no desire to climb. When it came down to my own examination of my Heart My cancer had Grown to the point that I realized I do not care.1]There is not one thing I can do. 2]flee those who will use you up and spit you dry 3]live as I want to be treated by those who live the same way .4]Be the blessing to others,all that cross your path and seek out non that want to be High then the Father.5] Share because you love,Give to those that need,and receive so you can then again share Blessings linda

wonder as I wander

Everyone has a voice,everyone wants to be heard,If nothing else we want The Father attention.Oh,we act out, think “our” work,ministry,party are just what the Lord ok’s,I do things this very day I would have no way done ten years ago,What made this new found freedom,what turn these”sins” into freedoms? Maybe they were not sins to begin with ,I mean within being in the right church,yes, a first century   ,Acts “worlds tradition”church,Yes ,to head covering,Yes, to all the unclean before our eyes done away,to whole wheat instead of white bread,no coffee /or chemo,no tv movies and pride of not having an appendage,to talk in.Even now ,we have added all these things an AAA,Insurance, and lots of attitude to those  had this all the time,and we still feel sneaky.I mean we did also leave the “Church” …to meet on the Right Day,only to find we had become one of the “sunday On Sabbath” circus performers.And yes that God was a divorcee,even with a written bill[did God have to have it in writing,I guess He said it”,yet all my dear new friends were ask to separate,because of past relations[Hosea is going to be mad] ,bring in a tumult to new distresses.With no friend…shunned…… left High and Dry….. But wait God  Is here ,we study [be it alone],He talks with us….Guides us …..no ,it is not a counterfeit…His Word is before us around us…….Going to stir the tomato sauce…….